I know no one is going to read this ever, so why not.

All throughout college, I thought college was meant for me to socialize, grow as an individual, meet new friends.  Now I'm a senior at Pitt and will be graduating at the end of the month.  The closer and closer I get to the end of this journey, I feel like I've lost a lot.  I've made new friends, greats ones, too.  But I've also lost friends.  These are friends that I thought I will be friends with for the rest of my life.  Right now, it seems like we will slowly but surely lose touch and be complete strangers to one another. I mean, I feel we're strangers to each other now and school hasn't even ended yet.

I know I've been the one to leave you hanging but really all I wanted was for you to tell me to stay and play.  You're lack of communication makes me think that you don't give a shit of what I do, which then encourages me to be with other friends that appreciate my presence.

I got scared, you gave up, and now we don't even know anymore.

This isn't see you later, this is goodbye forever.